5 October 2022, by Viktoria Kshevinskaya
What to Start Inner Work With?
be yourself, do the inner work
We often hear about a necessity of inner work, but what that actually means?
We have incarnated with a particular set of gifts and trauma, we chose to remind us about our mission. If you see it this way: you had a particular mission in mind and for that you had to have particular skills, for example, drawing, which you love and it comes naturally to you, or singing, but you were conditioned by the family or the school that you are not good enough and you never proceeded with that.
For you to activate your mission and fully step into your blossom (we can say into your power, but not everything is about power in this life), you have to overcome the conditioning, overcome the fear, and work with the trauma, as that is where the gem is hidden.
Of course, you can say, that you haven’t chosen your trauma, although you might wanna look at it this way: the traumatic experience you had made you address particular things in life, made you who you are, gifted you the experience with a particular flavor.
Trauma can be on the scale from 1 to 1000, and everyone is somewhere on this scale. Suffering is built-in into the matrix system, those who control us, want us to be stuck there and never spread our wings, stuck in the limiting beliefs, or grief, or imperfections.
Oh if only I had or didn’t have or were or hasn’t been to… Does it sound familiar?
When we start doing the inner work, we address the core issue.
What is there beyond your experience? What did you learn? How did it change you? Where did it lead you?
Inner work involves many things such as addressing your trauma, meeting your deepest fears, healing your mother or father wounds, cultivating self-love, accepting yourself and your experience as not only valid, but magical.
For example, I had a sexual abuse trauma, which led me into the exploration of the topic of sexuality and sensuality, and the abandonment trauma, which led me to the attachment styles exploration, I was constantly searching for outside validation from my mom, as I was very jealous with my brother, until I realized, that self-love and self-confidence, come from within and can be cultivated, but you will never find them, if you search for them outside, judgment from parents or our loved ones is also a manifestation of your outside validation search.
There are many things in the inner work to get done, sometimes it feels that it is a never-ending process. Although you have to take responsibility and understand that whatever you are doing, you are doing it not only for yourself, but for the whole lineage of your family and all your ancestors are going to support you in your journey.
What if we see it this way: there are a lot of distortions placed artificially into our system for us to be limited (revenge, doubt, resistance, anger, betrayal and many others) whenever we outcome those, we have a chance of building new neuron pathways, so that our new gifts and magic are activated. You do not have to be stuck in your trauma for decades, you can see every victimizer as a catalyst for your change and growth.
For example in relationship, someone can be running the same paths for ages, until he or she notices the pattern, the moment you notice that, you can address the core issue. And where is that coming from? Your own trauma, the ancestors' trauma or maybe even collective trauma. But you are here to cultivate loving kindness, forgiveness and support from within to be able to reprogram your mind, outcome your ego’s reactions and let go of everything that’s been limiting you.
Just imagine for a second, how different our world would be, if everyone was doing what he truly loves and is good at. If everyone was committed to his own growth and took responsibility over his or her reactions, learnt how to communicate openly through the heart space, how to hold space for the processes of your loved ones and how to be confident in our self-expression.
The path might not be easy, it might sound like a bumpy road for many, although it is so worth it.
You can start doing your inner work with the light codes provided to address your trauma, cultivate forgiveness, accept the father, accept the mother, accept and love the divine child within.
You can receive the System Reset if you feel lost and frustrated and want to redirect in your life. You can also choose the suitable Personal Energy Healing Option or join the Mentorship Program to address your particular situation, to receive a complex approach and for me to hold your space for your expansion and evolution.
I love you.
Viktoria Kshevinskaya
