Ancestral Healing
2 November 2023, by Viktoria Kshevinskaya
I was sick for the last few days. I want to share the story, as I love storytelling.
Last week someone signed up for my session, and because they made a pre-payment, when I felt sick, I didn’t want to cancel the event. My throat started being sore and I didn’t want to get sick at all. I decided to go into that feeling to understand what it was about. When I went deeper into it, I saw that it was a fear of rejection, coming from the abandonment trauma from my father. Those were new people, and I wanted them to have a good experience. I didn’t want to cancel the event and to be irresponsible.
When I went deeper into that, I had a chance of clearing it for the time being, the event was fantastic. People enjoyed it so much.
But after the event I got even more sick. I started coughing and being very weak. I had to take time to rest and heal myself, and I am even forced to cancel the event coming up this week. Here is why.
Abandonment trauma is the trauma connected with my biological father. I was doing my inner masculine healing while I was in Europe this year after my mom’s funeral. I had to address the fact that I am not fully accepted by my stepfather and my brother, and in fact by my inner masculine, in a way. And rejected by my biological father.
When I faced judgment I had to look deeper into it, and realize that I am not here to please anyone’s confirmation, but to act through the heart. That gave me strength to run the events in St. Petersburg and Moscow.
But I still had to harmonize the judgment towards my biological father.
This year on my birthday, I was gifted one special thing: my father’s sister - my biological aunt got in contact with me. It meant I have a chance of getting information and understanding for the human mind about my ancestors from the fathers line.
This is a very special gift, because although I was doing a lot of healing previously, I had no access to any human understanding about why, and what and when and who?
Right after the beautiful event I had last week which I mentioned earlier, this lady, my aunt recorded me a message about my lineage from the father side. It was a long message, revealing lots of wisdom, and also lots of trauma in the blood.
Immediately after that I was placed to heal. I started coughing very badly and I had to release what needed to be released. In fact, I wrote a very powerful article about reverse codes, which hasn’t been published yet. I was getting in my strength to write that article for quite some time. And now, through the shedding which my body is doing, through the cleaning and purging, I will be able to share it with you.
But that’s just a part of the story.
I still had judgment for my biological father to deal with. Not really judgment, but not acceptance of his choices and ideas.
Recently, a new code came through. It is a code of Extended Families Acceptance. Our families are much more than just our brothers and sisters and mothers and fathers. We have many ancestors. In my case as I grew up with a stepfather, I also had to harmonize and heal his lineage. When I started going into this ceremonial space for me to address that, apparently it happened to be 13 generations from three lines. All of them had densities, grudges and ideas to deal with. All of them needed lots of healing, needed harmonization.
No wonder my body needed rest. When I went into that ceremonial space, I saw so many beautiful beings holding me from all sides, and supporting me in my journey, guiding me with trust and love. As it was a sunrise I also saw magnificent pink ray on the sky, many dragons, unicorns, Pegasus and phoenixes came to support me.
I am so grateful to be a cycled breaker and to be doing this healing work.
I know and I trust it is for the highest good of all.
After doing the work, I lay down to shavasana on the nails to integrate.
When I fall into between the realms just before I woke up I saw a vision of my current partner and I’m telling him: wait a little bit, I have something important to finish, then I see the candles on the altar burning the table and my ex-husband (my child’s father) helping me around.
This was quite symbolic, because yes, in my current relationship, I had to address all the ancestral trauma I had, I had to deal with my personal projections, and he was lovingly holding space for my transformation, which I’m so grateful for.
Ancestral healing is a very important part of our spiritual journey. Everyone has to deal with it. Everyone has a mother and a father he comes from. When we address and embrace whatever was our past or what was in our lineage, fully excepting and integrating all the blood, we get unstoppable, we get 100% of our blossom, and then we can show up for the world through our full potential.
Ancestral healing is a part of System Reset, you can address your emotions, feelings and go deeper into coming into wholeness through my loving support.
We are here to harmonize, to be cycle breakers, to be the ones taking everyone further.
Make a choice.
Choose love.
Viktoria Kshevinskaya
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