Feminine is the Darkness
The reason feminine has been suppressed, oppressed, represses is because feminine power is scary, unknown, unseen, and yet tangible and untamable.
The reason feminine has been suppressed, oppressed, represses is because feminine power is scary, unknown, unseen, and yet tangible and untamable
April 2023, by Viktoria Kshevinskaya
How can you control the fire, the water, the air, the earth. You can make an attempt, but why would you?
It’s not that women are better than men, it is more about balancing the energies and coming into the union with the two.
A weak man is scared of a woman, as she pierces through the bullshit, and makes him return to the heart.
She has the ability of opening the hearts, but what she transmits through those hearts, it is a question of her own purity and intentions.
Embracing the darkness is important. What has been hidden in the depth of the psyche? She will bring it to the surface, asking for justice, attention and love.
She will be pushing through in the masculine energy until she knows this is not the way.
She will resist resting in the feminine, until she burns out.
She will allow herself that, when there is no other way.
And that’s when a proper masculine will show up.
The masculine who sees her true value. Who knows what she adds up to the party. Who values and accepts her for what she is. But it is only possible, when she accepts herself fully, unapologetically, not agreeing for less.
Shadow work can take a while. But it is so important both for men and for women.
Whats has been unwelcomed and hidden in the debris of your subconscious mind?
As soon as you bring consciousness to the unconscious you bring light of awareness to your life and become able to accept yourself fully and as a result become confident in your true self-expression, you will become accepted by others and transform all spheres of your life by simply embodying both the light and the darkness.
You don’t have to play the duality game by being either in the darkness or in the light only, you have to learn how to find that proper balance dance of the two.
This is when you come into wholeness and this is how you understand the holiness.
But as we have both energies within, it is necessary to heal both of them also.
Sometimes it happens so that the masculine has a wounded feminine within, in that case he is either objectifying the women, not taking them seriously, not opening the heart fully, or suppresses them, judging them for who they are, devalues their thoughts and feelings.
The job of the woman is to bring him back to the heart, away from his reasoning mind and back to his feelings, which are his true nature.
He can still be smart, he can still achieve what he wants to achieve. But he learns how to feel, how to trust the intuition, how to understand his own emotions. And how to hold space for her, rather than pushing through.
Sometimes the polarity goes the other way, and when the woman is very much in the masculine energy, her male partner drops into the feminine, while becoming very soft, emotional and in a way unreliable. I’ve seen this a lot in the conscious community. When men start doing the work around the unhealthy masculinity, and then they go to another extreme.
We need to find the balance. We cannot be just one energy beings, as our energy shifts, through out the days, through out the months. We need to learn how to understand which energy you are at and where you are heading.
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Healing Father Wound
Most women have this or that type of father wounds. For some father was just not available physically or emotionally, for others some sort of abuse was there.
Most women have this or that type of father wounds.
For some father was just not available physically or emotionally.
For others some sort of abuse was there.
March 2023, by Viktoria Kshevinskaya
All of us sooner or later need to address the core issue, the wound deeply rooted in our psyche.
The problem is, that because of the fact that our emotions were not validated in the early childhood, we created subconscious belief, which is playing out in our life and controlling our experiences in a way, for us to be able to address the core.
Most of the time it is a karmic experience, meaning we agreed, we would have it, for us to remember.
What I mean by this, is that maybe your father hurt you physically or emotionally, you kept it within your heart and then you started attracting the experiences, which would remind you of that, for you to be able to re-experience that and remove the density and infuse yourself with different feelings.
The experience you had might be severe, but might be very subtle also. You might not remember about it at all, until you start going deeper.
We need to go back into the childhood trauma for us to rewrite the story, we (or other family members) told ourselves.
For example, your father was not physically there. Your psyche created a pattern bringing you to anxious-avoidant relationship all the time, as your subconscious beliefs were - to love is to suffer.
Or you were talked off for a very minor thing and instead of really expressing your emotions, you suppressed them, created a throat chakra block and built up a pattern that men are unsafe.
I am writing this not only for women, but for men also, as you might want to learn how to hold space for your partner’s healing. It is not your job to heal them though, they have to be willing to do that themselves.
I have recently unlocked a story from my childhood memories, where my mother found my unsent paper letter to my not very close friend and asked my father to talk to me about what they read there. I was completely disarmed by the fact that they did that. When my father was talking me off, I suppressed all the emotions, but I was deeply hurt. I locked it within my body.
When I started doing the inner work around the father wound, I was exploring my relationship with my dad and I remembered that story. The moment I went deeper into it, I suddenly started having enormous physical pain in my stomach, as if I couldn’t digest something. The pain was so strong, I couldn’t breath. That was the moment I realized that I created a pattern within myself that men are not safe.
It was playing out in my relationship my whole life. I needed deep emotional safety, which I was searching for outside, prior to being able to truly open up for my partner.
This story can be re-written.
Our parents most likely had absolutely no intention to hurt us. They were doing their best, they were not taught how to love. They were deeply wounded themselves.
It is our own forgiveness, understanding and compassion that can heal us and them as well.
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If you feel ready to can listen to the Light Language transmission below to address the father wound and the abandonment trauma, which was playing out in your life as a result.
Light Language is a healing modality which works directly with the subconscious mind, your mind might want the control and want to understand what the meaning of the sounds is, but it is simply the frequency transmission, intended to heal the the deep wounding. You might have some body sensations, it is ok, please surrender to the experience.
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Sacred Level Attack
Romantic relationships are most of us sooner or later come across in our lives, have dreams, wishes and hopes about and experience trauma in.
Romantic relationships are most of us sooner or later come across in our lives, have dreams, wishes and hopes about and experience trauma in
November 2022, by Viktoria Kshevinskaya
They are a fertile ground for transformation, if we decide so, but if we are unconscious or too much in the ego, they are the place which will shaken us up and either help us understand our true values and open our hearts even wider no matter what, or will shut them down under the pile of layers of who we project we should be instead of all this.
Disappointment is a part of the experience, false expectations as well.
It happens so that all the romantic relationships most likely copy our childhood trauma - for example abandonment trauma. Our insecurities show up sooner or later and we have to address them. It’s just like with stress, we cannot avoid it, but how we handle it - this is an art we have to learn.
If we are conscious enough to watch our own feelings and the fire which arises as a respond. If we are learning how to strengthen our nervous system not in the moment of trigger, but during the inner work, during the meditation, breathwork or any other practices, we are exploring the mechanics how our psyche works. And then we have a chance of responding rather than reacting. The other thing is we are also learning how to hold space for the other. For our partners, loved ones, family member etc.
Sacred energy center is the place that holds sexual, but also creative and healing energy. It is the place we often get attacks on because emotional intelligence also resigns here.
Zoom out from the trauma and look at the mechanics of the matrix system. The energy beings are trying to find a way to manipulate us. They cannot manipulate our heart, if we are fully connected, but they can put some thoughts into our minds.
Now look at the relationship turmoil: your ego gets triggered and you start having constant thoughts. These are artificial thought-bugs, mind-control mechanisms, which are used to disconnect you from your heart.
Whenever that is happening, ask yourself, are these truly my thoughts?
Reach out to work deeper on your trauma and multidimensional swords & thorns.
Return to the Heart through your meditation.
Allow yourself to bloom.
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This is a beautiful opportunity to know how to reconnect with your body and how to set up proper template within yourself.
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Balance of Masculine and Feminine Audio Transmission/Meditation and light code for your devices to remind you and to recalibrate your subconscious mind for the good of all
Divine Energy Embodiment Sessions are in person 1-on-1 or group events available both for men and women to clear up the stagnant energies, to step into the body, to remove the obstacles, to reactivate the feelings, to return into the heart and to open up for deeper intimacy, better communication, loving and supportive relationship.
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Dark Masculine
Feminine is always challenging Masculine. Just by it's presence, by it's receptivity and authenticity.
Feminine is always challenging Masculine
Just by it's presence, by it's receptivity and authenticity
September 2021, by Viktoria Kshevinskaya
Feminine is always challenging Masculine. Just by it's presence, by it's receptivity and authenticity.
When dark masculine faces awakened woman, he has no idea what he is about to deal with. He has no idea how his reality will be shaken for him to face the shadows and the depth of his own presence.
When divine feminine is hurt and yearns, moans, sobs and screams from the pain caused by dark masculine not able to have the capacity of meeting her in the depth she cries so loudly, the mountain peaks get shaken. When her dark goddess is out he has no other way but to see that there is something wrong in the way he has treated her.
And that is a point of growth for sure, it is just not possible to hide behind those shadows any longer.
When dark masculine penetrates divine feminine, his shadows are brought up to the surface for him to be able to step into his power and embrace his potential.
But often the dark masculine has no idea what is going on, he does not understand why what he has done is not appropriate, why this attitude toward feminine needs to be changed, why he is constantly running in circles trying to find that "special one" his soul seeks connection with, with no results.
We are all here for the experience. For the experience of divine presence and loving kindness which is not limited to the close connections of ours but expands to all the beings and the Mother Nature.
Divine Feminine as the embodiment of Mother Nature, as the loving kindness, as the cyclic being, will always challenge the masculine.
If the Feminine is not awakened, not attuned to her own cycles, does not embrace her own shadows, does not have the emotional intelligence to understand the depth of her own triggers and reactions, she will always be attracted to the dark masculine. The relationship will always be "almost over" at the time of her moon, as she will see clearly that she is not being held by the masculine when she needs that the most. Consciously or unconsciously she will see the depth and be triggered. And she will project that onto the outside world.
Embracing the shadows within the relationship is an amazing opportunity of evolving together as a couple and collectively as humanity.
We all grew up in society, where it was not appropriate to speak to the masculine about the feminine cycles, the women were accused of being too emotional, irrational and "too much". But that is our power and not the shadow at all. We have that wisdom inside of us, which brings light into darkness and allows the pain to be seen.
Our souls yearn the deep connections, intimacy and sincere communication. We want to be met in the depth, but often we are scared to open up. We, as women, are scared, that the masculine will accuse us of "wanting too much". But that is our power and in that is our healing wisdom, transformative and supportive force of evolution present in every cell of our being.
I truly want more women to connect to their own feminine power and to help men to awaken as a species. I truly want to see more divine feminine and divine masculine coming into sacred unions and healing each other, embracing the shadows, doing the inner work and stepping into our true potential by healing the world through ourselves with pure love.
Embrace your potential.
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Balance of Masculine and Feminine Audio Transmission/Meditation and light code for your devices to remind you and to recalibrate your subconscious mind for the good of all
Divine Energy Embodiment Sessions are in person 1-on-1 or group events available both for men and women to clear up the stagnant energies, to step into the body, to remove the obstacles, to reactivate the feelings, to return into the heart and to open up for deeper intimacy, better communication, loving and supportive relationship.
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